In an attempt to capture the subjective experience of experiencing a complex psycho-emotional state, the author created a composition that reconstructs the scene of the theological plot of exile and falling towards the abyss. In an attempt to understand their emotions, the figurative component was deformed with the help of neural network services and reassembled into a new composition, which essentially carries a veiled image, but at the same time lost the figurative component in favor of a play of color and shape, which subconsciously can carry the original information about the base image and plot.